So my heart keeps leapin' on

"I saw your freckles on the shoulders of a stranger today
And my heart lept, and my heart lept"

I'm here at a very big hole, but I'm at peace. I do not know what my next pawn move will be. But I know what I want, and I'll risk saying that perhaps it's what I need. Whether I can keep it or not will not be my option, it's sad but it's just the harsh reality I'm facing because of you. But you can still make me smile and wish and wonder.