What am I doing?

I'm beginning to questions the way I write/think/blog. My writing hasn't been coming as natural to me as it used to. Half of it feels, perhaps forced. Or too lingered upon? I don't know. It just seems less genuine than it used to be. So I will write my next blog, when I feel that I have the right words. Although I already have two good ideas for two blogs, I will not perform them without them being of stable structure and significant meaning. New blogs will be written when they are 100% formally thought out and ready to be published.

That is all for now. (I'm sad about it too.)