And it's the first time she ever spilled her soul to me

"See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad
Never did this before, thats what the virgin said
We've been generally warned, thats what the surgeon says
God talk to me now this is an emergency"

This used to be one of my favourite places. I'm more than sad to say it's not anymore. No amount of pillows can take up your space. No other person can cuddle the world away, even if they'd say so. N-no one can enter the same dome of love and passion. I'm not taking any of this down very well. Even with the excessive amount of advice, moles, girl's day out, gifts, sun, other people...I miss that day when we met after my trip and we just laid in the park. The simple days were my favourite ones. And I can't breathe. I feel weak. I have no words. I'm not inspired. I've never hurt this bad.