Now That I've Given You Permission To Read My Blog...

You asked me, "How do you know when you love someone?" To be honest, I didn't quite know how to respond without saying the things that I've said or written before. So I stated what I could, but I've been working on an answer that could've meant so much more. But basically, you have shown a brand new insight that has caused me to be so openly happy; and that insight is love. You just fill me with an unexplainable joy that cannot be replaced by any other boy. You're simply great. You know how I keep thinking that this all makes no sense? And you know how I always say I love the things that make no sense? Well look at this senseless outbreak of teenage love that we've got in our hands. "Do you love it?" I think I do. If there's anyone in the world that I'd enjoy making no sense with, it'd be you. You've filled that hole in the middle of me with your own attention; an attention that I can feed off of for a lifetime. A lifetime. That's not a promise, that's not a goal, that's not a word I'd just throw around; but what it is is the mindset that I'll never regret, even at the very devastating end. Thank you for finding a home for my heart, and clasping my hand with your own. You've brought me to fields of sunshine and die hard happiness.

Just when I feel my breath is running out. The earth moves and you find me. Alive but unworthy. Broken and empty. But you don't care. Cause you are my rapture. You are my saviour. When all my hope is gone. I reach for you. Cause you are my rescue.