Teenage Dirtbag

You'd think that I'm just afraid but I know I have the upper hand. And it's this power that gives me all the control, and I just abuse it. Abuse you. But you don't know it. It's difficult to see pass the substance and your lack of. Where's my chase? I can steer this boat in any direction but every few days I just get so tired and I want to escape. You can belt, "No she doesn't know what she's missing." all you want. To follow the footsteps of another confused friend would put me in that same place. We're in a pickle. And this time it's my fault.