Will you just hold me tight and never let me go

Maybe it was cause I had no sleep two days prior, or that it was my time of the month. I thought I had it covered but not at all. Broke down when I was supposed to be getting lifted. I don't want to admit anything to your name and that's why I can't leave. Watching Phin and Ferb isn't the same. There won't be a teepee waiting for anyone. I've been blaming you for everything that should be in my control. How dare you dance around my sub-conscious. Every memory lets you point and laugh at the battered. It was those little hands that I never got to touch. And how this is everything I pictured summer to be. Minus the reward. This is everything you wanted me to feel. Have the waterfall of tears.