I'm giving it my all but...

It's not the mountains of the clothes or the lack of the closet space. It can't be that I'm not in school or that I work almost everyday without knowing if I'm part time or full time. It shouldn't be the fact that I have to surrender every paycheque to a university that I only attended for half a semester. It surely isn't the need for a room renovation or the getting rid of the picture collage closet boarder. It's surprisingly not that I'm always traveling alone and only socialize with the same 5 people. There are positive sides to each of these factors that control my life and I see them all, within time I'll meet them all. It really is just me.