Action Plan

I cannot remember the last time I willingly woke up. I haven't been up for facing the world in a while. But those days are over! The last three months were tough, I may come off as a quitter, but I'm glad that I finally feel alive. Deep breaths to take in all the life that I can now have.

Unfortunately I'll still have to pay my tuition, so I'll move over the online banking account to go under my name and I'll work both jobs still to pay off this debt hopefully before March so that I can still get my transcript. As for my two jobs, I'm gonna have to decide on which should be full time. All of my pay cheques will go to that online banking to York account. Swap my student account with RBC because I'm not a student at the momento. My parents gave me a laptop the day that I dropped everything. Although they're keeping it a secret from me that they won it, I'm still gonna treat this thing like a baby. She will travel with me to WiFi coffee shops and all that jazz soon. Before I left, I had registered at a community centre to get hours for my program. I could postpone that til January and go in once every week in a season to do my arts and crafts recreation. Kengsinton location anyways. Oh yea, morning shifts, afternoon shifts! So that dad doesn't have to travel far to pick me up. Also transfer to a Toronto location for winter season so that I can just take TTC. Must raise SPH if I want good shifts. Hustle Hustle. Eatons or Fairview. Calderone morning half shifts. I don't want to work Sundays anymore anywhere. Apply for colleges 3 weeks after my first tuition payment. Must start up a well worked portfolio! Will go to library to get interior design, architectural, art, cooking, children fiction, fiction books. Afternoons off I will make dinner for fam before dipping to work. I know I will gain, but now I have time to run. 2010 April I should have my G2. But I still want friends. And I can still have them. Strive to bring back family time, I was sad when brother told me that I'm never home anymore.

Money will go to paying off tuition, applying to colleges, and supplies for portfolio pieces. Time will go to working mornings and afternoons, working with my hands, trying to cook, maintaining shape, walks with friends, Sundays with fam, learning how to drive again.