The other problems in my life:

- no longer "articulate" enough to do hardcore critical thinking
- constantly glum...even with substances
- lack imagination
- expecting only the worst from experiences that haven't even begun
- uncultured
- self centered
- image obsessed and image confused
- becoming distant from everyone and everything
- laziness is my go to excuse
- stability has stumbled out of my life
- still don't have the balls to speak up