Homesick

I woke up this morning to no one in the house. I felt like that 4 year old girl that used to have fits when she'd wake up on Saturday mornings beside an abandoned pillow. I heard my brother come in a bit after an hour, we communicated by raising our voices to converse from upstairs and down. I left for 11 hours. I ran to my house to see all the lights off. I feel guilty for not being around.