That heaven is over-rated

I can't always get my words right, I don't like putting too much thinking effort into things, I won't work well with others most of the time, I don't know and I wouldn't want to follow all of the rules, I don't like to speak up infront of crowds, and I procrastinate too much. These are my flaws (there are more of course) and they hold me back from alot. But while I am fated with these defects, I can easily put them altogether to bring out the best of just me. I can't speak so I sketch. I don't like thinking too much so I settle on a few ideas, add them all in, and revise. I can't work well with others because I have my own vision that I want to pursue and I won't let anyone take that away from me. I'm not aware of rules so I can go outside the box. I don't speak up in crowds, but when I whisper my input, it's appreciated. And procrastination only makes me work better.

My greatest tool are my hands. I can make things. Those are two points that I am for sure of.

At the moment, I'm being faced with some tough times, and time is running out. But I know that I can work things out when I have my allowance. Things will unravel slowly but surely. Trust that I know what I'm doing. I'll be glad with it. And with the work that I bring home, I will show you that I am happy doing what I have chosen because it is what I know I do best.