No filter in my head

I'm never speaking up again..starting now...

One more thing, why is it my fault? So maybe I try to hard. But it's all because of this desire; I just wanna be liked. Just wanna be funny. Looks like the jokes on me. Just call me Captain Backfire...

Who would want to watch Wild Things with a monster?
Plan; low key/start with a "so..." after a week...longest/if lucky.../walk/apologize/explain/admit?!/movie/hands?!/bubble tea to lighten the mood/subway home/"i'm never speaking up again, i'll use my hands."/pretty compliments.
...I'm scared shitless...and I can't even tell you about my shit anymore...