I've fallen into the dark pit of trust all over again. I'm scared and curious and hopeful all at the same time. And then I remember the way you look at me.

Although my brain was shaking and my eyes only focused on the strokes of colour that laid in my lap, I was consoled by the voices of people getting along. Too many favourite things in one room.

Over the last week I've made up a long list of apologizes that I have to say but can only shamefully whisper to myself alone.

Wait, but? How? Hmm. How did you put this smile on my face?

Hey

It's as if I've been laughing so much louder, smiling so much harder, and only thinking of the funny pieces of the other night.

WHERE ARE YOU AND IM SO SORRY I CANNOT SLEEP I CANNOT DREAM TONIGHT

We're the kids you used to love But then we grew old

I've read about this song all my little self's life.

Glacier ghost

My hermit habits are sneaking up on me in time for winter. I'm looking for everything that keeps me captive.