She is somewhere

I think that was some good news. I'd like it to be. Ding dong happy songs will make it so.

I don't think it'd be polite to mention what goes on in here.

Goldfish

It's like I JUST watched this episode of Arthur and now it's reality. It's like I JUST watched It's Kind of a Funny Story and I want to check into adult psych. I'm waiting for The Shift.

Is it weird that 3 North does sound like a vacation to me?

Cycling

Something is wrong with me. My vision becomes blurry. My vocabulary sinks. My body temperature rises to a thousand. I do that bad sucking lip habit. And now I'm getting a migraine. How do I kick start again? What is this fucking blockage?

E.L.E. Everybody Love Everybody.

Life looks better in rose coloured glasses.

Take it like a man.

No lies, just love.

I can make myself believe anything and then live it.

The world is too demanding but I'll always work on my own pace.

Indulgence comes from good food, innocent laughs, hearty behaviour, and days spent without bottoms.

I'll think about it another time. You just got everything going on and you're doing things right. But I just can't think anymore about that or about her tonight.

I wiish

But once you knew a girl and you named her Lover,

and danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summers.

But autumn came,

she disappeared,

you can't remember

where she said she was going to.

Don't wake me up

Forgive me when I don't know what's happening. I'm just a full time daydreamer and I can never stop imagining everything that isn't. It's some sort of everlasting virus that flows in my veins, to my brain, but mostly in my heart. Sometimes it's rays of sunshine and false hopes that keep me smiling because I can imagine so damn good. And other times it's the bad stuff that you think people think but the things that people shouldn't. But nonetheless, I like making up life.

E.L.E.

Everybody Love Everybody.

I feel like confusing the shit out of everybody. I think it's already begun long ago. Was that part of it too?

Sexy dreams, funny shirts, and I wish there was some truth in it all.

I'm gonna take photos again

Please money come by quicker so that I can buy a flash and stock on film. In the time inbetween I hope nothing happens. But who am I kidding?

If you want to

If it has taken me almost a year since I last tried to hangout with you and I send you a random text...

1. expect that I'll pelt you with nice paragraphs.

2. maybe a guilty (on both our parts) paragraph.

3. but basically I have something to say.

4. don't poke fun- Degassi High and Skins gets to a person.

5. I'll be a bit awkward at first, but when am I never not? Just start the conversation and I'll feed.

6. it maybe means I'm sorry for something or I want to patch things up.

7. I'll be up for anything and I don't mind playing insane and being a kid again.

8. You'll have to meet me halfway on this.

9. Just don't make me feel dumb afterwards.

Okay?

I got a lot off my chest last night

That would be my first time crying on you, and as always, it was a shitload of fun. No matter what intoxicating things we do, I always remember the rush that we feed off each other. I can un-bore myself around you and that is really what I like best.